Sunday, October 30, 2011

Still swept off my feet!

I'm still totally swept off my feet by NY!! He is just incredible in so many ways. We are always talking about how crazy it is that we met and how things have turned out. I'm a big believer that everything happens for a reason and I do believe that we were supposed to meet and be a part of each other's lives.

I have to share this....earlier today he sent me this message:

"You're quite possibly the most beautiful girl I have ever looked deep into the eyes of"

Take my breath away!!! Every day I am more and more amazed by this man....how genuine, supportive, sweet, fun and handsome he is!

Last week we took a long weekend trip together up to San Jose and San Francisco. We had a blast and no matter what we were doing we were laughing and having a great time :) He was so much fun to travel with and traveling with someone is a huge test for me.....it's important to me that we can travel well together since I would like to travel with my guy. We have so many great memories from this trip and we look forward already to our next trip....wherever that may be :)

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Thoughts....

Just some random thoughts about life.....dating and how do they fit together. I've been talking with a friend lately about his dating situation....getting back together with one of his ex's who I thought he would be with forever. We've been friends for about 10 years now and know each other pretty well....he calls me out on things I never saw and I appreciate that from my friend :) We have been there for each other through some pretty rough times and I do feel that he will work it out with her....I hope they do as I know she makes him happy!

But at what point do we know or realize that other person is the one for us...the one that completes us? Do you trust your heart and lead with your heart for the risk of getting heartbroken?? Do you trust your gut feeling?? Everyone is different and I've always gone off my gut feeling but my heart is taking over my gut feeling.

Saw this quote and had to post it....

"Being hurt by someone you truly care about leaves a hole in your heart that only love can fill"

~Anonymous

Monday, October 3, 2011

Best. Weekend. Ever.

I don't even know where to begin other then I have totally been swept off my feet by NY!!!!

We spent so much time together this weekend which is not normal for me....I usually like my space but this is sooo different! I just can't get enough time to spend with him....we both enjoy each other's company so much!! I know I've been excited in the past after a date or two with other guys....but this is off the charts!

Friday night he came down to pick me so we could go out to dinner. He actually met my parents which I hadn't planned or wanted just yet but it happened and went great. Both my parents said that he seemed like such a nice guy and my Dad liked his firm handshake....he's in with Dad....lol. So we went to dinner....my favorite Italian place....had an amzing dinner and some wine. What was the best part of dinner was that after we were done eating we just sat there on the patio and kept talking....there was no rush to leave and it was perfect! We then went to this Italian festival that was going on and it wasn't what I expected so we pretty much just walked through everything and left. We had our first kiss this night and it was magical! I serioulsy melted in his arms :)

Saturday I had some things to do during the day but I later went to meet him for a quick dinner and then we had planned on watching Serendipity the movie at his place. He had never seen it before and the movie reminded me of us....of how we met, the connection we both have and how we feel there was a reason that we met that night. Sunday we woke up and seriously just laid in bed...talked and kissed. It was the perfect Sunday morning...relaxing and being in the arms of him! He made me breakfast while I showered and it was delicious!! He is so thoughtful and always wanting to make sure I'm happy :) I had to go into work for a few hours so he drove me and then he went into work as well for a few hours. When he came back to pick me up he helped me decorate my desk for Halloween.....love that! He wanted to take me to dinner at one of his fav places and it was delicious!!! He just amazes me in every way possible! After dinner we went and sat by this firepit that was in the area and just talked...about life and how crazy everything has been since the day we met! I went on a few dates with PT and quickly learned that it wasn't there for me and red flags already approached....lol.

It is so hard to say good-bye to him when we leave each other...we are crazy but it feels so right and perfect! I just can't wait to be in his arms again....look into his eyes...feel the passion and connection that we have....and just enjoy every second of it!

He just sent me this text......

I. can't. stop. thinking. about. you.

Sweet does not even begin to describe him!!! But this cracks me up cause my blog title for this post has the periods between the words and I had typed that out before he sent me this text a few minutes ago.....we have the same quirks and appreciate them. It makes us who we are and we love that about each other :)

I know my friends will say something along the lines that he is young for me but I'm not going to live my life by what society says is age appropriate cause you can't put a number on what is exactly right for you. I know my friends are looking out for me and don't want me to get hurt but I'm not going to let someone pass me by and risk loosing the guy of my dreams!!

I don't think I have ever smiled this much and it's all because of him :)